Without a reason (Solo)
Oct 22, 2014 14:08:42 GMT
Post by Scyrus on Oct 22, 2014 14:08:42 GMT
It had been about a day since his last encounter with a different Digimon from the outside. Little Scyrus was looking out at the outskirts from a small hill within the Village. All the young Freshes and In-Trainings were playing about; singing, laughing, playing, everything a normal baby Digimon would do. But Scyrus wasn't, he didn't belive that playing and laughing and singing was of any use. He thought it was all just meaningless, without purpose.
Yes, meaningless as his life. Was this all there was to his life? He didn't see a reason to live. If he wanted he could kill himself right now with his scythe and nothing would change. But he hasn't done that nor plans on doing that. He felt that maybe one day, he might find something to live for....that's right...that's what that plant Digimon said. WHat was it's name again? Vet....Vot....Votena? Vitello? Something among those lines. A cold wind blew, his fur keeping him nice and warm, yet he felt cold on the inside. He really wanted a purpose. He wanted a reason. He wanted something.
"Scyrus! What are you doing here?" An Elecmon was walking towards him, though Scyrus already heard his footsteps a long while back. Yes this Elecmon was the caregiver today. They always changed them every while or so, so Scyrus never felt like talking to them if they will just leave.
Scyrus didn't answer, nor did he turned around, he just stared far off into the distance. He thought he could see some kind of huts in the distance. Made him wonder just what was out there.
"Ah...still not talkative I see...Looking to the outside? Yes, many things are out there. Amazing things, but at the same time, danger lies as well." The Elecmon said in a wise tone. Scyrus listened half heartedly.
They spent a while in silence. Scyrus enjoyed the silence, it seemed like it was able to blot out the noise of the children. He was curious now. Just what was out there?
".....me....Me go out." He stated and began hopping down the hill towards the exit. The Elecmon looked at him in disbelief and quickly chased after him. When he tried to grab him but was quickly countered by his scythe. This time, Scyrus did it on purpose and spoke.
"No get in way..." He spoke in a cold tone of voice without looking back. Of course the Elecmon was not really hurt by his attack, but it was very shocked that this time, he had attacked on purpose.
"S-Scyrus think about it! You will get hurt out there, you are too weak!" Elecmon shouted with a stern tone of voice.
Scyrus stopped. He looked back. Looked at him dead in the eyes and said.
"Me would rather die trying to find my reason, than to live here without one." A pretty solidly spoken line.
"W-Wha--"
"Me no fit here. Me empty. You full. Simple like that."
"What to you even mean?!..Look...I...wished I didn't have to do this...but you leave me no choice, I will stop you. This is for your own good!" The Elecmon began to run up to him and grab him.
Scyrus raised a brow in confusion and only just realized what he meant. He was going to grab him and stop him. He spun his scythe vertically in front of him to block the Elecmon, but it was such a sloppy block that it simply moved around him and grabbed him. He tried to attack this time. But Elecmon grabbed his scythe with the other hand. Scyrus struggled trying to get out of his grip.
"Me.......Me....no want to stay!" Scyrus cried out. It was safe to say that the attention was on those two and has been for a while now. All the kids looked at them innocently, not knowing what exactly was happening.
"Scyrus....! It is time out for you!" Elecmon said and began to take him to the naughty room, a small room in a building in which naughty Digimon spent some time to reflect on their actions.
Scyrus growled as he was held and was getting tired, but he remained struggling with all his might. Something burned in him. He felt something inside of him.
"Me.....Me no....Me no full...! Me...Empty! Me tired of here!" He shouted and began to shine.
"Th-the light of..." Elecmon quickly dropped Scyrus as he was engulfed in a bright light.
The light glitched. There was data needed that was now lost.
So, it compromised with what it had.
"Digivolve...to....Bunmon...."
From the light came out, a different form than what it would have been. He digivolved to Bunmon and his evolution line changed.
Scyrus took a good look at himself. He had arms, feet, hands....and Scythe was still there. He seemed rather pleased with this new form. He looked around him now.
"Hm...? Where.....am I?"
His memory failed him once more. All he remembered was his name, Scythe and a feeling of emptyness. He looked at Elecmon who only had a look of amazement.
Feeling obliged to ask it, Scyrus did.
"Where am I?"
"Ah....Scyrus...? You..."
"I am Scyrus, yes. What is it?"
"You digivolved..."
"Correct, who are you?"
It seemed like his vocabulary expanded and his speech was now better.
"Me wants an answer."
Almost better.
Seeing as how Scyrus had evolved and forgotten about them once again he simply sighed.
"I am your care giver...remember....?"
"You look weaker than me, how is you true?" He asked skeptically.
"Hmpf." He simply didn't care for an answer, the way he saw it, it was lying. He began to motion his way to the exit, he felt like he had no business here anymore. He saw no reason to stay any further, he needed to figure out what was he doing.
"Wait! You can't go out" You're too--"
"Me would rather die trying to find my reason, than to live here without one."
He remembered himself saying that. That's right...He remembered now...He was looking for a reason to live. His ears twitched around for a bit.
"Me leaving this place, no point in arguing. Get in my way and I cut you down. Good bye." He began to hop away.
The children looked at Scyrus with fear as he left. He didn't care, he wouldn't see them again.
A little Moonmon however saw him in a different way, not really scared. Scyrus looked at it dead in the eyes.
"You....are strong...Scyrus.." It said, Scyrus' eyes widened for a bit and nodded. He simply hopped away.
Elecmon wanted to stop Scyrus, but he knew no matter how hard he tried, he would do the same. He sighed, how was he going to explain this to Cherrymon?!
The Moonmon watched him hop away.
"I wanna go too..." It muttered.
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By now Scyrus was at the outskirts of the Village. He felt indifferent about leaving that place. He didn't care. All he wanted was a reason, and so without looking back or any second thoughts, he left the place of his birth and out to search for that something that would fill the gaping void in his heart.
Yes, meaningless as his life. Was this all there was to his life? He didn't see a reason to live. If he wanted he could kill himself right now with his scythe and nothing would change. But he hasn't done that nor plans on doing that. He felt that maybe one day, he might find something to live for....that's right...that's what that plant Digimon said. WHat was it's name again? Vet....Vot....Votena? Vitello? Something among those lines. A cold wind blew, his fur keeping him nice and warm, yet he felt cold on the inside. He really wanted a purpose. He wanted a reason. He wanted something.
"Scyrus! What are you doing here?" An Elecmon was walking towards him, though Scyrus already heard his footsteps a long while back. Yes this Elecmon was the caregiver today. They always changed them every while or so, so Scyrus never felt like talking to them if they will just leave.
Scyrus didn't answer, nor did he turned around, he just stared far off into the distance. He thought he could see some kind of huts in the distance. Made him wonder just what was out there.
"Ah...still not talkative I see...Looking to the outside? Yes, many things are out there. Amazing things, but at the same time, danger lies as well." The Elecmon said in a wise tone. Scyrus listened half heartedly.
They spent a while in silence. Scyrus enjoyed the silence, it seemed like it was able to blot out the noise of the children. He was curious now. Just what was out there?
".....me....Me go out." He stated and began hopping down the hill towards the exit. The Elecmon looked at him in disbelief and quickly chased after him. When he tried to grab him but was quickly countered by his scythe. This time, Scyrus did it on purpose and spoke.
"No get in way..." He spoke in a cold tone of voice without looking back. Of course the Elecmon was not really hurt by his attack, but it was very shocked that this time, he had attacked on purpose.
"S-Scyrus think about it! You will get hurt out there, you are too weak!" Elecmon shouted with a stern tone of voice.
Scyrus stopped. He looked back. Looked at him dead in the eyes and said.
"Me would rather die trying to find my reason, than to live here without one." A pretty solidly spoken line.
"W-Wha--"
"Me no fit here. Me empty. You full. Simple like that."
"What to you even mean?!..Look...I...wished I didn't have to do this...but you leave me no choice, I will stop you. This is for your own good!" The Elecmon began to run up to him and grab him.
Scyrus raised a brow in confusion and only just realized what he meant. He was going to grab him and stop him. He spun his scythe vertically in front of him to block the Elecmon, but it was such a sloppy block that it simply moved around him and grabbed him. He tried to attack this time. But Elecmon grabbed his scythe with the other hand. Scyrus struggled trying to get out of his grip.
"Me.......Me....no want to stay!" Scyrus cried out. It was safe to say that the attention was on those two and has been for a while now. All the kids looked at them innocently, not knowing what exactly was happening.
"Scyrus....! It is time out for you!" Elecmon said and began to take him to the naughty room, a small room in a building in which naughty Digimon spent some time to reflect on their actions.
Scyrus growled as he was held and was getting tired, but he remained struggling with all his might. Something burned in him. He felt something inside of him.
"Me.....Me no....Me no full...! Me...Empty! Me tired of here!" He shouted and began to shine.
"Th-the light of..." Elecmon quickly dropped Scyrus as he was engulfed in a bright light.
The light glitched. There was data needed that was now lost.
So, it compromised with what it had.
"Digivolve...to....Bunmon...."
From the light came out, a different form than what it would have been. He digivolved to Bunmon and his evolution line changed.
Scyrus took a good look at himself. He had arms, feet, hands....and Scythe was still there. He seemed rather pleased with this new form. He looked around him now.
"Hm...? Where.....am I?"
His memory failed him once more. All he remembered was his name, Scythe and a feeling of emptyness. He looked at Elecmon who only had a look of amazement.
Feeling obliged to ask it, Scyrus did.
"Where am I?"
"Ah....Scyrus...? You..."
"I am Scyrus, yes. What is it?"
"You digivolved..."
"Correct, who are you?"
It seemed like his vocabulary expanded and his speech was now better.
"Me wants an answer."
Almost better.
Seeing as how Scyrus had evolved and forgotten about them once again he simply sighed.
"I am your care giver...remember....?"
"You look weaker than me, how is you true?" He asked skeptically.
"Hmpf." He simply didn't care for an answer, the way he saw it, it was lying. He began to motion his way to the exit, he felt like he had no business here anymore. He saw no reason to stay any further, he needed to figure out what was he doing.
"Wait! You can't go out" You're too--"
"Me would rather die trying to find my reason, than to live here without one."
He remembered himself saying that. That's right...He remembered now...He was looking for a reason to live. His ears twitched around for a bit.
"Me leaving this place, no point in arguing. Get in my way and I cut you down. Good bye." He began to hop away.
The children looked at Scyrus with fear as he left. He didn't care, he wouldn't see them again.
A little Moonmon however saw him in a different way, not really scared. Scyrus looked at it dead in the eyes.
"You....are strong...Scyrus.." It said, Scyrus' eyes widened for a bit and nodded. He simply hopped away.
Elecmon wanted to stop Scyrus, but he knew no matter how hard he tried, he would do the same. He sighed, how was he going to explain this to Cherrymon?!
The Moonmon watched him hop away.
"I wanna go too..." It muttered.
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By now Scyrus was at the outskirts of the Village. He felt indifferent about leaving that place. He didn't care. All he wanted was a reason, and so without looking back or any second thoughts, he left the place of his birth and out to search for that something that would fill the gaping void in his heart.