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Crazy Stuff III: Revengeance [Yuuk]
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Post by Manami on Oct 27, 2016 2:20:12 GMT
Storming out of it like a true man, huh? Or a coward, rather. Yuu couldn't but gaze at the closed door Ryo left behind with a mix of disgust and disappointment. Rapidly scribbling a node, she went straight to the door. Time to give him a piece of his mind.
Kyo, however, wasn't so sure of this.
"You sure you wanna keep going, nee-chan? I'm not sure if this'll be a good idea. Ryo-kun seemed to be really angry."
Do I look like I care about that?
"Well, to be honest? Yes, you look like you care a lot about Ryo."
Shut up, Kyo.
Without saying another word, she just slid the paper past the door's threshold.
Ryo,
I'll ask you just one small question. What gives? Call it inner fears, demons or whatever you want them to call them. Do you think that matters? Do you think that a brat recriminating you for them is enough of a reason for you to throw a fit? Is it really worth it?
Oh, wait, right. Everything has already passed. They're just memories, whether successes or failures, that doesn't matter anymore, at least when they aren't used just as anecdotes. Sure, you had a hard time, but who didn't? Why yours would matter more anybody else's...?
Have one thing in mind, though. Those events were just the beginning. They were just the entree. If you keep going through this path, you will find stuff at least ten times more terrible and horrifying. And guess what? You'll have to get over that no matter how difficult it looks like. Or how gruesome the task is. I can assure that the price of failure will go up too... a whole lot.
You aren't a kid anymore, mate. So, in all honesty, if you're not over your past, I wouldn't bother at looking towards the future. It won't end well.
PD: Get pissed at this all you want to; I frankly don't care about what do you think of me. It won't make it any less true, you know? I don't need a shellshocked veteran weighing down on my sister's shoulder, as gladly as she'd put up with it.
And I would really dislike it it I had to arrange your funeral, to be honest. Those things are really expensive nowadays.
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Post by ryouta on Oct 27, 2016 2:54:13 GMT
A piece of paper slids back to the door after a while, complete with Ryu going out to the street after Ryouta.
Well, guess what? it started, a bit with quite strong pen pressure I don't care what you do, you haven't gone through what I've done, and that's gone too out of line for you to criticize me for that, AND rubbing salt in my face everytime for it. I failed, yeah, I failed and accepted it and honestly I considered to retry again after everything calmed down... but look what you did, you just have to smear concentrated salt all over my eyes, huh? It's easy for you? I don't give a fucking damn. Good for you. You managed to do it? So be it, I don't care. Nice to see you, but seriously, put rotten sock on your tongue before you could say something that you haven't experienced yourself. Have I whined until you gone out of hand? Your fault is you compares your own way of getting it compared to me, so you should've known that everyone doesn't have the same experience, so do me a favor and put sock on it. Should I stared to go judgmental and say how oh-it-was-so-easy-to-you and you-should-have-faced-something-even-worse-than-a-big-black-dragon? Should I? SHOULD I? Everyone got a coffin they wish to seal forever, but what you did is NOT making me forgetting it and only serve as a dirty reminder that I'm apparently never free from those sort of thing! Like I ever before with all this kind of shit? Last thing I need is you doing this and add ridiculous reminder for everything that I have gone through. Nice to see that you don't have parents to be worried of when I had no idea what would happened to mine so they emptied our house. Is my parents' life in danger if somehow I failed? Will I see the corpse of my family one day if I failed? Honestly, that crossed my mind several times and I've been preparing myself for that possibility. So do me a favor and kick yourself down from that high throne, asshat and stop going out of the line. Everyone have the way they do to face the future, I have mine. And it's certainly not the way you do.
I don't even care what you think about that sort of relationship. I don't even care if you don't want to accept it. I died once, I can get back again, again and again. Save your coffin, I won't die and I will never die. Now honestly, I'm my own guy, and I'll keep being that. I'm done with that sort of demon and I have my own definition of my own path. So if you disagrees with me about my choice, so be it. At least I haven't killed a policeman, heh?
Too bad I just had too much on my plate right now, otherwise I'd break you nose today! Maybe I should've said that you're such a messed up individual and I wouldn't let you meet with Koharu right now because the last thing she need is also that sort of talking coming out from your pen? Oh, yeah, she called me, but communication apparently cut before we could even talk a word. Isn't that nice? One less worry for you, still a lot on my plate. Sure nice huh without less burden, or actually, someone to share your final burden?
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Post by Manami on Oct 27, 2016 3:49:17 GMT
Yuu's eyes scanned through the note. And her reaction was... a shrug. Not worth her time, in all honesty.
"See? I told you that'd fail. It did, and horribly so. Happy now? You did great." The rare sarcastic remark coming from Kyo. The blonde stared at her, and without a word, she just went to the fridge, taking out a can of beer, opening and gulping some of the black liquid.
My cousin is as stupid and sentimental as always. Criticism? I think he was pretty much searching for a reason to be offended, in all honesty. But that's fine; things are gonna be easier that way, anyway.
"I know you're lying. You know that Ryo would probably react that way, yet risked it anyway. Why? Were you trying to drive him away? Just... what's on your mind?"
Nothing at all, in all honesty. And whether I wanted to kick him out of my home, that's a definite maybe. He tends to blabber out about what he went through almost as if he had visited the seven circles of hell. And you know what? I hate that way of thinking. I hate people who wallows in self-pity. I wrote it in the note already. So what if you went through a shitty situation? Chances are others went through the same. And they aren't crying nor regretting what happened to them. He should grow a goddamn pair of balls already, on all honesty.
"That's not nice, you know? You could've said in without being so crude about it, you know?
So, the little kid needs a safe space because the real world is too much for him? I'm terribly sorry. When somebody with truly malicious intentions tries to do the same, I'm sure it'll ask "OH, WHOOPSIE, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT KIND OF STUFF TRIGGERED YOU. LEMME REPHRASE IN A POLITICALLY CORRECT WAY". Both you and me know that's utter bullshit, Kyo. The best part about it is he has the gall of shutting me up without knowing the full extent of what I had gone through; why I'd even care to retell it, however? It has already passed, and look! While he got to be The Incredible Hulk with super acute senses, I got turned into... this. What takes the cake is that musclehead guy even considered treating me as a lady at first and didn't miss a beat at remarking on my 'condition' at every. Fucking. Chance. He got, even though he grew pissed when I did the exact same thing. Hypocritical, taken up to eleven.
"That's unfair. You didn't mind what he said, and even seemed to enjoy it. He didn't."
Do you really think so?
"No. I know that you probably didn't. In fact, I'd say that seemed to enjoy him writing that he'd break your nose, just because that seemed to be the closest he was from treating you like before."
Then?
"You two were really close, and now are growing distant. I don't want for that to happen."
Tough luck, mate. He seems hellbent on living on his past and planning for a lot of drama on his life, and that... frankly makes me sick. Good if he plans on living on forever; hopefully it'll give him more time to evaluate what's truly important.
"What are you going to do about it, then? Do you plan on fixing it up? What about what he said about Haru. You'll probably screw up with her the same way than you did with Ryo."
Nope. At all, in fact. I got to say that he managed to hit a nerve, though. But I'll admit that... if Haru became like Ryo, it'd be really sad to me. You know, what drew me to her so much was the fact that she could raise her middle finger to her past and was willing to begin from the ground up without fears or qualms. If she lost that... she wouldn't be the same person I fell in love with, in all honesty. But what do I know. Only time will tell...
"Uh, well... that's kinda extreme, don't you think? I'm sure you won't let Haru go so easily. And while I'm not sure that she will the same, I hope it'll be the other way around."
Yeah, I'm oversimplifying it; life isn't as easy as it sounds, is it? Truth is, however, that if my way of being hurts her, that's something I wouldn't forgive myself, just as I'm not willing of changing who I am. I already went through this; and never again, in all honesty. Well, that and... I guess I'm kind of idealistic in that sense. What good is your special somebody if you can't be vulnerable around him or her? If you can't speak about absolutely anything without being afraid of being judged. If you can't be... completely free, so to say? It wouldn't be true love, in my opinion.
The otherwise normal conversation fell completely silent. In the end, however, Kyo that admit that her partners words were...
"Fair enough."
I knew you'd understand. Thank you very much, Kyo. Now, I think we should get some rest. Wonder if Ryo's gonna ever show up again, even if it's only to break my nose.
"You know, I'm sure that at least three or four people wouldn't take that kindly. But yeah. Today was exhausting. Let's get some rest."
What a strange day, in all honesty.
[Exit Thread]
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