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Those Rough Nights [Silence]
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Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2019 2:13:47 GMT
The renamon blinked a few times as he put a hand to his mouth, she couldn’t help but chuckle at this. She knew how late it was, how little sleep the both of them had and well… She’d cuddle against him. Gently running her hands along his frame to help soothe him. She’d close her eyes slowly and let out a long but somewhat pleased breath.
”Yeah I remember you telling me about that… good thing I never had to learn that the hard way heh.”
The renamon teasingly rubbed her cheek against his and she eased down into a much more comfortable position for the both for them. But then came that murmuring, something deep and meaningful that the renamon knew by heart. Without even thinking she’d follow along with him, gently… Softly… Until she actually fell asleep halfway in one of the phrases. Maybe mikemon was a touch too good with K’s little lullaby?
The following morning was pretty standard for silence, she sort of blearily went through the motions but… She found herself able to cook, clean and do all these simple things much quicker and easier than she remembered. Heck she even didn’t need her arm blades to chop up stuff. A small little energy knife working wonders for the renamon as she lazily went through the preparation phases of both breakfast and lunch.
Her morning was mostly just fuffing about really, with nothing really demanding her attention as of late the renamon was able to at least take it easy. Resting herself on the couch, reading through a newspaper just to kill time… And once it was around two or so in the afternoon the mikemon would hear a rapping on his door frame followed by the renamon pushing open the door. When in the house she had agreed to stay in the smaller forms as the shutmon made it a bit harder for her to rest comfortably…
”You up to talk a little bit more about last night Kitten?”
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 19, 2019 0:25:10 GMT
"Ugh..."
Ugh, what a morning! Though Silence had the ability to relax - and really, she needed it - Mikemon himself had to do his morning run to the clinic. A tall cup of coffee and a bright-enough smile on his face got him through his appointments, and Syre made sure he had a warm lunch when he finally came back to the cabin, but the doctor was definitely paying for last night, in spades. He was only able to squeak in a 20 minute nap before he found himself in his home office, working through a few papers...
... And with a flick of his ear, he'd look up, and see Silence standing there. Talking about last night? "Last night, last... oh! Oh, right, talking to the Meicrackmon." It clicked, and he'd stand up, sitting on a soft chair and tapping the seat next to him. "I guess the first thing I should ask is, how are you feeling? I have trouble sleeping, sure, but last night was a really bad case for both of us. As for the Mei..."
He bit his lip. "... Maybe you could relent control of your Renamon form to her, so we could talk? If anything goes awry, we got three 'mons in the house quite capable of pinning down a rookie..."
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Post by Deleted on Nov 19, 2019 0:40:44 GMT
Silence didn’t know how little sleep that the mikemon got, while she wasn’t as early of a riser as K she still got up at a decent time. Though once in front of the mikemon the renamon found herself looking to the mikemon, she’d half sit on his desk, giving the mikemon a small smile. He definitely seemed like he could use more sleep!
”Well unless you want to talk about the snuggling, but that didn’t last too long seeing how you were humming that lullaby.”
The renamon perked a bit and slid off of the desk to take a seat on the one offered to her. She’d rub her chin thoughtfully. How did she feel right now? She had to admit there was a semblance of her being tired and well… Past this early morning she had she’d have to say she was feeling well!
”A little laggy from last night but nothing I can’t deal with. What about you?”
The renamon blinked a bit as the other suggested that she should relent her control of the renamon form to her. The shutmon had never done something like that before and she’d rub her neck awkwardly. Could she do that even?
”Hell with everyone here I’m pretty sure ya’ll could put down a super mega if it cropped up. Honestly I don’t really know how to relent control of myself to something… inside of myself. Digivolving to meicrackmon might do the trick? Unless you have a way of putting me to sleep but drawing her out?”
The renamon didn’t really know how any of this worked, this was a first for her completely and she wasn’t even sure how K managed all of it to start. Or how the wisemon made it such a problem for the renamon! Personality wise she was fairly sure the mei was malleable, but not to an extreme like the other. Mostly it felt like they just wanted to sleep and eat...
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 19, 2019 1:09:25 GMT
"Heh... we can snuggle later, foxy."
The cat smiled, rolling his eyes. As Silence sat, he gave a nod, and answered that return question. "I've had worse - though I'm definitely still tired. I'm going to be out like a light tonight, even if half the Digital World starts exploding or something... ugh..."
The feline shook his head. More to the point at hand, Silence was still unsure of how to 'give up control', which was perfectly natural! The doctor gave a nod, stepped off the chair, and looked to the fox. "I haven't delved too much into this, but what you want to do is take a deep breath, relax your arms, and just lean back. Try... well, try not to think about anything. If the Mei is interested, she'll try and pull for the reins naturally."
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Post by Deleted on Nov 19, 2019 1:15:34 GMT
”All right kitten, but this time don’t go singing that if you want me to be awake for it this time.”
The renamon stuck out her tongue and leaned slightly to one side. With his answer the renamon gave a small nod; she figured he would still be tired. Not everyone had a boundless amount of energy like her or holly. With that last statement she’d reach out to rub at one of his ears.
”Oh don’t you worry about the digital world exploding. Pretty sure me and other folks could at least handle it for some few hours so you can catch some shut eye.”
Another tease and the renamon shifted, blinking as he stepped off the chair. Take a deep breath? Check. She’d slowly relax into the chair, taking a relaxed posture and well… Not thinking about anything? How was one supposed to do that even? The renamon looked befuddled and just eased into it, trying her hardest to not think about anything. It would be a few good minutes before her eyes refocused and closed entirely. There was a slight shift in posture, a small flick of the ears and their eyes slowly opened again. Silence’s warmth and general way of looking about was that of confusion for a moment. Their voice was soft, gentle and without any real hostility about them. Unlike the previous meicrackmon that was a vicious and diabolical sounding sort this one was fairly… chill, Sleepyheaded and relaxed!
”Mmm…? What’s th... ”
There was a small huff and the renamon leaned up, holding her arms up to either side. Quirking a brow as she seemed actually really confused here. They’d examine their hands curiously, slowly and then furrow their brow slowly.
”Oh. Another dream again? Mm… Could have used some chicken or fish really… Mmm... Is it all right if I'm something else? I don't like being a fox...”
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 19, 2019 2:57:32 GMT
"That's it, nice and calm..."
It took a few minutes. Then, it took a few minutes more. Mikemon analyzed from a short distance, remaining quiet, allowing the Renamon to simply let herself slip back into her head. Eventually, she would stir, a different posture slipping through her body. A tired, limber one, yawning as if waking up from a nap. Heck, she thought she was dreaming!
"Sorry for the inconvenience, but we do need you as a Renamon for at least a little bit." The cat sighed, folding his arms, taking a look at the 'new' Digimon's data signal. This was definitely different than Silence. More feral, more 'unrestrained'. Considering everything, though, she seemed surprisingly civil.
"Really, I just wanted to ask you a question or two. First... well, 'who' would you say you are?"
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Post by Deleted on Nov 19, 2019 3:45:42 GMT
”Hard to be… soemtimes…”
The renamon mumbled a bit as she drifted away. The one that took her place seemed to think very little of the current place. Though upon hearing the mikemon talk her eyes adjusted a little bit, in comparison to the renamon’s normally ice blue eyes, these ones were dulled and faded yellow. As though she wasn’t fully awake or… well was just simply not entirely there!
”All...right ....Wait.. is this the real world…?”
The renamon mumbled a bit and took a slow moment to stand up, though she didn’t seem used to doing so; so she’d wobble a bit and then sit back down with a soft grunt. Maybe she was still really out of it from being asleep? She’d rub her face a bit, mostly around her eyes and couldn’t help but stare at the mikemon; seeming a mix of surprised and confused. The renamon slowly quirked a brow at the sentiment of asking her a question… or two. She bet it was more than that.
”Mm… I figure it’ll be more than just one or two but… Well. I don’t really know how to answer that. I guess I’d say if you went off of the same body I’d be… Silence? Maybe? But that doesn’t seem right… She’s loud and boisterous… Full of energy and a go getter attitude..”
The renamon yawned a bit and put a hand to her mouth, she didn’t really seem terribly bothered by being here nor did she seem to mind the idea of answering more than two questions. She’d let out a low chuckle and lean to look at the mikemon.
”...and you’re… Kitten right? Dr… Kitten? I thought you’d be taller but it’s hard to tell sizes when you’re in someone’s core sleeping all the time…”
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 20, 2019 1:31:36 GMT
Nonviolent, check. Largely agreeable, check. Tired and lost? Also check.
Silence was worried about this 'MeiCrackmon'? Granted, Dr. Mikemon didn't have a full picture of the situation yet, but the new creature hadn't tried to bolt for the window, evolve, or try and do anything violent. In fact, it agreed to answer a few questions, even if the entity didn't seem certain why it had to answer them. If anything, this mental roommate seemed like the sort that Silence could get along with!
... Well, if they had a way to interact directly, maybe.
"... Right. Let's just call you 'Mei' for now." Settling on that simple name, he let that bit slide, blinking at the rather relaxed way she spoke about him. "Really? In what way did you think a 'kitten' would be anything taller than your normal Gatomon?" He teased her right back. "But all jokes aside, I just want to get to the point: the Renamon you're inhabiting is currently letting you borrow her body so we can talk. She's concerned that you might... well, attack someone unprovoked. To put it simply, do you have any 'want' to try and have control of the body on your own?"
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Post by Deleted on Nov 20, 2019 1:44:06 GMT
The meicrackmon was rather agreeable yes, she saw the beast in front of her for what it really was. She knew the intricacies of this creature rather vaguely; not wanting to be shunned or shushed or locked away she had to be agreeable… That or she was literally so lazy she wasn’t putting up a fight for the mental roommate.
”Mei works. Just don’t start going ameizing or something like that… puns are the lowest form of comedy...”
She’d rub at her neck and then slowly blink at the question that the mikemon posed. Why would she think he was taller? The meicrackmon taken renamon shrugged.
”I uh… didn’t really put much thought into it, figured we’d never meet.”
The renamon blinked a few times as they then continued on. The renamon that she was inhabiting let her borrow the body so that they could talk. She was concerned that she might attack someone unprovoked. The renamon raised a brow and then followed suit with another question. Or series of them. Did she want to try and have control of the body on her own? Attack people?
”I mean I’d like a body of my own sure, but taking it from silence seems like a bad idea. Erm… Attacking someone unprovoked? That seems like a lot of effort… I mean maybe if I was really hungry and hadn’t slept in a while I might but... ”
The renamon leaned back in her seat and closed her eyes with a sigh.
”I want to sleep. I want to eat. And I can’t do that if I probably attacked someone right?... Is this about that bird up in the moon?”
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 22, 2019 1:34:47 GMT
... She had an opinion about puns?
That actually got a little bit of a chuckle out of the Mikemon. Alright, that was a point in favor of this 'Mei' being an ally. "Relax, I'm hardly the 'funny type' myself. And I guess in normal circumstances, we wouldn't have met."
A shrug. The conversation carried on... and Mei honestly sounded rather reasonable, at least for a feral spirit living inside of Silence's head. She would, of course, like her own body, but didn't really want to try and take it away from Silence. And she wouldn't attack unless she was really hungry. "A question, there. By hungry, do you mean as if your host is hungry? Or do you feel it separately from her?" And what was she hungry for? Seeing her sit back, he listened to that last bit.
... "Yes, its exactly that. Well, that, and how Silence has been handling it ever since." The cat gave a nod. "She said she did everything she could to stop you from trying to load the bird. Honestly, I wouldn't have blamed Silence if she did, but she was worried that you might be violent or act strictly out of hunger..."
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Post by Deleted on Nov 22, 2019 1:47:18 GMT
The meicrackmon infused renamon tilted her head slightly and rubbed at her neck; unsure of what was so funny to the mikemon. The mikemon hardly being a funny type himself? Well. That at least would make things more manageable. She didn’t know why she disliked puns or those kind of word plays… maybe it was just something that carried on from K or the meicrackmon’s previous iteration.
”Consider me relaxed? From what I can tell of my… host? Normal isn’t exactly something she does.”
The ‘meicrackmon’ sighed a bit and closed her eyes, honestly this entire encounter just made her want to sleep more. Or eat. Or both. The renamon blinked a few times however when he asked her about her hunger. She’d put a finger to her chin, scritching at it curiously.
”I feel it separately than her I think; I don’t know. I haven’t really been awake all too much after the moon. Sure here or there I tugged but…”
The meicrackmon sighed again and shook her head slowly. She didn’t know what she was feeling hungry for. Was it for data? For actual food? She didn’t know.
”I just know I’m hungry. Even right now. But I’m also really sleepy.”
Then the mikemon spoke up again. About how this was about the moon and she’d close her eyes letting out a long sigh. The meicrackmon knew that she shouldn’t have done that. She had felt that urge to protect, that urge to hunt. That urge to feed.
”Well to be honest I did just wake up so I wasn’t really… thinking. More acting. Bird was dangerous, he had blood in his eyes. I couldn’t just let silence die. That would of been… bad. And… Well. I guess you could say I’m violent and do act out of hunger… or uh… Sleep deprivation?”
The meicrackmon barely knew half of the words coming out of her mouth and it showed, she’d lean back further in her chair and then let out a surprised sound as her chair tilted and fell over. She’d land with a barely controlled ‘oof’ and crane her head to look up at the mikemon.
”...Can… we eat now?”
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 22, 2019 23:50:41 GMT
She felt hunger separately from Silence?
Mikemon gave a blink - and tilted his head. "I think I get it now. You're hungry because you haven't eaten. Or, at least you don't think you have." It made sense enough in the doctor's head, Mikemon giving a sigh as he shook his head. "I don't know how much it'll help your instincts, but I think you'll 'get' it if you pay more attention to your host when she has her meals. You might be 'hungry', but you're never 'starving' - "
... Oof. Mikemon gave a wince as 'Silence' fell back in her chair, the doctor stepping around to see the Renamon getting back to her feet. Asking that very pointed question.
'Can we eat now?'
"..." He gave a sigh. "Sort of. I... want you to give control back to the host, but try keeping your eyes open for a little bit. I just want to see how the two of you 'get along', alright?"
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Post by Deleted on Nov 23, 2019 0:02:56 GMT
”....I suppose that makes a bit of sense.”
The meicrackmon flicked an ear and frowned a little as she considered this. Did that mean she had to stay awake for longer periods of time…? She didn’t really know how that would go over considering how everything was going with the host as of right now. She didn’t have that much control and she wasn’t sure if it was possible for her to be awake for that sort of stuff or get any substance from them like that.
”...I don’t know either… I mean… I can feel when she’s eaten but I don’t know if… well if it’ll help me either.”
The renamon sighed a little bit as the other gave her their own sigh. They wanted her to give control back to the host already? She seemed disappointed with that fact; nervous even. He wanted her to keep her eyes open too? The renamon slowly blinked and looked down at her hands.
”...It’s going to be very hard and very tiring for me to do that… It’s easier if it’s just one of us rather than both. If she’s ‘awake’ too… f-feh… I’ll t-try.”
The edge of nervousness flicked into her voice and the ‘meicrackmon’ squirmed a little bit as she seemed to be trying to do what mikemon said… very unsuccessfully. Unlike silence she likely didn’t have the same amount of control or at least wasn’t sure how to hand the reins over and stay ‘around’ either.
”...H-how do I do this…?”
There was a stammer and the renamon fidgeted a bit; she didn’t feel cornered. Just hungry and tired att this point. But she was at least willing to try!
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Post by Dr. Mikemon on Nov 23, 2019 0:11:19 GMT
... This Mei didn't even know how to give control back.
Honestly, it could have been a lot worse. Mikemon just found himself giving a slow blink, wondering if it was something else. Was the MeiCrackmon simply too scared to give control of the body back? Did she not think she'd come to the surface again? Or was she really just lost? Trusting that she was really trying, the doctor would give a small nod.
"Guess its a pretty... abstract thing. Let's try this a different way." He stepped closer, and gave a slow blink, looking into the yellow eyes of the Renamon.
"Silence? Go ahead and take control back - but don't be quick about it. If it makes sense, let her 'see' what you're doing, alright?"
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Post by Deleted on Nov 23, 2019 0:20:30 GMT
The meicrackmon nervously fidgeted and slowly blinked as the mikemon spoke; saying how it was a pretty abstract thing. So it wasn’t weird she didn’t know what she was doing? The renamon sighed slowly and nodded her head; blinking more as the other looked into her yellow eyes. He was talking to silence directly? Would that even work?
There wasn’t a change, not initially at least. A slow edging change is more how it was. One of the eyes slowly faded from the yellow back to the icy blue. The right and left took a moment, blinked in different sequences and furrowed their brow together.
”This… is…”
”D-don’t be mad…”
The light blue half perked up a bit while the dulled yellow seemed to flinch a bit. It seemed as though the meicrackmon was fearful of silence though the latter seemed to not mind so much after she seemed to be brought up to speed!
”I won't be mad! It's a little weird, it’s like I’m only seeing out of one eye. Is the other her?”
”Y-yeah… This is r-really tiring though.”
”Feels weird too?”
”Y-yeah…”
”So is this what you meant by… letting her see? Or are you thinking something different?”
Silence tilted their head and looked to mikemon while the meicrackmon nervously looked away and fidgeted with one of the hands. It was a very strange shifting in body motion as not only did silence have control of a good chunk of the body… but so did the meicrackmon! But slowly and steadily did the other seem to lose piece by piece of the ‘control’ the other let her have.
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