YsMPC: 1.1+1.2 - A Ninja's Hesitation
Apr 7, 2021 6:02:01 GMT
Post by Nanami Hanabana on Apr 7, 2021 6:02:01 GMT
As one who was raised in the warm climate of the Southern Tropics, this far up in the North was exceedingly uncomfortable for the young Falcomon. Yet another reason that Mukuroyukihime found herself short. She wandered the streets at night, none of her comrades beside her for now. Nanami and Mocha were hanging out with a friend, and Cream said that she wanted to get some grub. Mukuroyukihime was not feeling hungry, however, and personally, she had wanted to be alone for some time now. Ever since their incident in the Shining Sea. Yet another situation that Mukuroyukihime found herself useless. It had begun to become frustrating for the rookie birb. Despite all her ninja training, nothing was able to help her against a Digimon of a greater level. And finding her power sufficiently inadequate had begun to wear down on the Falcomon's morale.
She looked around at the beautiful city around her. The crystals around her sparkled and glowed with a radiance, and upon meeting with the umbral cloak of night, it made Mukuroyukihime seem like she was in some kind of crystalline wonderland. It was peaceful. It was where someone as weak as Mukuroyukihime could live. After all, unlike Lady Cream and the accursed Lopmon, she was unable to become stronger, no matter how close to her Lady Nanami she became.
It... it was not fair, right? And it was unfair to be jealous, right? After all, it was not like Lady Cream or the brown one got to decide their fate, and Mukuroyukihime knew for a fact that Lady Nanami would form that magic bond with her were she able. But sadly reality was not so convenient. Mukuroyukihime let out a sigh as she watched the crystals around her twinkle with a magnificence that even the gloomy Falcomon could not ignore.
But... because things were so peaceful... Mukuroyukihime had no choice but to think on her future. What exactly was going to become of her if she continued traveling with Lady Nanami? It was clear she had a penchant for involving herself in issues far outside of a Rookie Digimon's comfort zone. And... such a Digimon would only prove to be a burden.
It might not happen tomorrow, or the day after, but there would eventually come a time when Mukuroyukihime proved herself unable to defend herself, let alone Lady Nanami. And while the Falcomon would gladly give her life for the sake of the young human, the Falcomon also knew that the human would do the same for her. And Mukuroyukihime never wanted to put Lady Nanami in a position to do so.
But sadly... she just wasn't strong enough to make such a reality possible. So... did someon as weak as Mukuroyukihime really have a place alongside Lady Nanami, Lady Cream, and even that the unpleasant one? Of course, Mukuroyukihime didn't want to leave Lady Nanami's side, but was her wanting to still be by her side truly the best thing for her to do?
...But just because she decided to devote herself to someone... Couldn't she be a little bit selfish, just for a little bit longer?
WC: 523
She looked around at the beautiful city around her. The crystals around her sparkled and glowed with a radiance, and upon meeting with the umbral cloak of night, it made Mukuroyukihime seem like she was in some kind of crystalline wonderland. It was peaceful. It was where someone as weak as Mukuroyukihime could live. After all, unlike Lady Cream and the accursed Lopmon, she was unable to become stronger, no matter how close to her Lady Nanami she became.
It... it was not fair, right? And it was unfair to be jealous, right? After all, it was not like Lady Cream or the brown one got to decide their fate, and Mukuroyukihime knew for a fact that Lady Nanami would form that magic bond with her were she able. But sadly reality was not so convenient. Mukuroyukihime let out a sigh as she watched the crystals around her twinkle with a magnificence that even the gloomy Falcomon could not ignore.
But... because things were so peaceful... Mukuroyukihime had no choice but to think on her future. What exactly was going to become of her if she continued traveling with Lady Nanami? It was clear she had a penchant for involving herself in issues far outside of a Rookie Digimon's comfort zone. And... such a Digimon would only prove to be a burden.
It might not happen tomorrow, or the day after, but there would eventually come a time when Mukuroyukihime proved herself unable to defend herself, let alone Lady Nanami. And while the Falcomon would gladly give her life for the sake of the young human, the Falcomon also knew that the human would do the same for her. And Mukuroyukihime never wanted to put Lady Nanami in a position to do so.
But sadly... she just wasn't strong enough to make such a reality possible. So... did someon as weak as Mukuroyukihime really have a place alongside Lady Nanami, Lady Cream, and even that the unpleasant one? Of course, Mukuroyukihime didn't want to leave Lady Nanami's side, but was her wanting to still be by her side truly the best thing for her to do?
...But just because she decided to devote herself to someone... Couldn't she be a little bit selfish, just for a little bit longer?
WC: 523
