Moments (MPC 114X)
Feb 28, 2024 6:34:14 GMT
Post by Alpha & Beta on Feb 28, 2024 6:34:14 GMT
MPC Name: To whom it may concern
MPC Number: 114X (66B)
Reward Requested: Bits
To my Sister Beta.
I have a hard time saying exactly what I feel, I used to be able to say whatever I wanted, I used to not care about what other people's opinions of me were. For a long time I was of the mind that it didn't really matter what anyone else though, that only my opinions mattered and anyone else should be discarded or not thought of at all. Then came the day that I met you, the day I found you and Ciel and the day I made the choice to save the two of you.
I made that choice for, selfish reasons. I had already decided to use you and Ciel to my own advantage, to show how strong I was, how resourceful I was. You were strong and didn't know much about the world, you leaned on me for guidance and I could of told you anything and you would of believed me without a second thought, I always thought you were the perfect tool to manipulate to whatever goal I wanted.
But then something happened, I remember it as clear as day even now, we were outside exploring and it had started to rain, slowly at first but eventually it came down more and more. I found it annoying, getting wet, the soggy ground under my claws and the overall terrible cold that perpetuated throughout the whole area, it was just water to me, cold and annoying.
But I looked at you, staring at the clouds above. Eyes wide with wonder as the drops of water hit your face, a smile on it despite the pouring rain. You closed your eyes, smiling with your face raised towards the sky, the cold, the ground and the water didn't bother you at all, in fact you seemed to relish in it like no other, I was confused, we were twins, you specialized in fire. Why then did you seem to love the rain so much, to let it calmly wash over you.
Then it hit me, you had never seen rain before, you had never felt the water on your face, the coldness, the ground turning to mush under your feet. All of those things that I found annoying, that I had experienced over my five years of life you were seeing for the first time and, you loved just the chance to be surrounded by it.
I noticed small moments more and more after that, it was hard not to notice after the way your eyes would light up, the way your smile would grow when seeing something mundane, something one would see every day of their life. But something you never got to see, something that you never had the chance to behold for yourself, something that I took for granted, I was annoyed by, I was bored with.
That light never left your eyes for as long as I've known you, you face everything with such wonder and happiness, just glad to be there, to experience anything and everything you could. I didn't know how many small moments had been robbed of you, how many things that you would never get to grab hold of, digimon to never see. A life that couldn't be lived.
You were just happy to be alive, happy you get to continue to exist in this world despite what had happened to you, happy to gain this chance to do anything, happy to walk around, happy to experience the rain, all the tiny moments I take for granted you loved every single one.
But beyond that I saw something else, that fear you had that it would all be taken from you again, that horror that this would all end and you would end up back where you once were, with nothing but the memories of the small life you got to live.
Is that why you always try to do so much, just in case that moment came you would at least have the memories of those small moments? That you would at least be able to see them again in your memories. Regardless it didn't matter to me, I didn't know it at the moment but when I saw your fear I had made a vow to myself, a vow I never even realized I had made until later.
No matter what happened I would NEVER let you go back to that life, I would never let you be trapped again, I would never let those small moments be robbed of you any longer. With all my power I would do everything I can to keep you safe, keep you protected from those who wished to steal those moments away from you, even if it meant going up against the man I once called my father.
I hope you know Beta that you changed the way my life was heading, you didn't do it on purpose nor do I imagine that you knew that's what you were doing in the first place but, being with you has been one of the best experiences of my life so far, I never knew I needed a sister to help me see the small moments in life and cherish them, love them, experience them.
And from now on there will be many more moments to come, some big, some small, some bad and some good. But regardless of what type of moment it is, I know that I will be with you, The sister I never knew I had but somehow deep down I had missed dearly.
I'll cut this here, I'm still not used to being open with how I feel but, so long as it's with you I think I can manage it, it's going to take a while before I think I'm able to smile the way you do but, we have all the time in the world now to make sure that happens.
From, your twin Brother: Alpha.
P.S: I do enjoy the moments like I said but can you also stop grabbing me while we're sleeping? I actually get up earlier then you and it's impossible to peel you off of me in the morning Sis!
MPC Number: 114X (66B)
Reward Requested: Bits
To my Sister Beta.
I have a hard time saying exactly what I feel, I used to be able to say whatever I wanted, I used to not care about what other people's opinions of me were. For a long time I was of the mind that it didn't really matter what anyone else though, that only my opinions mattered and anyone else should be discarded or not thought of at all. Then came the day that I met you, the day I found you and Ciel and the day I made the choice to save the two of you.
I made that choice for, selfish reasons. I had already decided to use you and Ciel to my own advantage, to show how strong I was, how resourceful I was. You were strong and didn't know much about the world, you leaned on me for guidance and I could of told you anything and you would of believed me without a second thought, I always thought you were the perfect tool to manipulate to whatever goal I wanted.
But then something happened, I remember it as clear as day even now, we were outside exploring and it had started to rain, slowly at first but eventually it came down more and more. I found it annoying, getting wet, the soggy ground under my claws and the overall terrible cold that perpetuated throughout the whole area, it was just water to me, cold and annoying.
But I looked at you, staring at the clouds above. Eyes wide with wonder as the drops of water hit your face, a smile on it despite the pouring rain. You closed your eyes, smiling with your face raised towards the sky, the cold, the ground and the water didn't bother you at all, in fact you seemed to relish in it like no other, I was confused, we were twins, you specialized in fire. Why then did you seem to love the rain so much, to let it calmly wash over you.
Then it hit me, you had never seen rain before, you had never felt the water on your face, the coldness, the ground turning to mush under your feet. All of those things that I found annoying, that I had experienced over my five years of life you were seeing for the first time and, you loved just the chance to be surrounded by it.
I noticed small moments more and more after that, it was hard not to notice after the way your eyes would light up, the way your smile would grow when seeing something mundane, something one would see every day of their life. But something you never got to see, something that you never had the chance to behold for yourself, something that I took for granted, I was annoyed by, I was bored with.
That light never left your eyes for as long as I've known you, you face everything with such wonder and happiness, just glad to be there, to experience anything and everything you could. I didn't know how many small moments had been robbed of you, how many things that you would never get to grab hold of, digimon to never see. A life that couldn't be lived.
You were just happy to be alive, happy you get to continue to exist in this world despite what had happened to you, happy to gain this chance to do anything, happy to walk around, happy to experience the rain, all the tiny moments I take for granted you loved every single one.
But beyond that I saw something else, that fear you had that it would all be taken from you again, that horror that this would all end and you would end up back where you once were, with nothing but the memories of the small life you got to live.
Is that why you always try to do so much, just in case that moment came you would at least have the memories of those small moments? That you would at least be able to see them again in your memories. Regardless it didn't matter to me, I didn't know it at the moment but when I saw your fear I had made a vow to myself, a vow I never even realized I had made until later.
No matter what happened I would NEVER let you go back to that life, I would never let you be trapped again, I would never let those small moments be robbed of you any longer. With all my power I would do everything I can to keep you safe, keep you protected from those who wished to steal those moments away from you, even if it meant going up against the man I once called my father.
I hope you know Beta that you changed the way my life was heading, you didn't do it on purpose nor do I imagine that you knew that's what you were doing in the first place but, being with you has been one of the best experiences of my life so far, I never knew I needed a sister to help me see the small moments in life and cherish them, love them, experience them.
And from now on there will be many more moments to come, some big, some small, some bad and some good. But regardless of what type of moment it is, I know that I will be with you, The sister I never knew I had but somehow deep down I had missed dearly.
I'll cut this here, I'm still not used to being open with how I feel but, so long as it's with you I think I can manage it, it's going to take a while before I think I'm able to smile the way you do but, we have all the time in the world now to make sure that happens.
From, your twin Brother: Alpha.
P.S: I do enjoy the moments like I said but can you also stop grabbing me while we're sleeping? I actually get up earlier then you and it's impossible to peel you off of me in the morning Sis!
