Kira Hajime [Revamp]

Kira Hajime

As it stands, Kira is not the most courageous person on the face off the earth. He is shy, not usually the type of person to start a conversation right away; behaving almost secluded to the world around him. Although he is cowardly, and would rather go hide under a rock and let someone else tackle the situation; Kira has a strong heart and is fairly ambitious. His determination and want for success is strong enough to be able to outweigh his desire to run and hide, allowing him to continue forward.

Such a mindset is self-defeating, and this leads to Kira heavily underestimating his own abilities. This nature of his prevents him from, normally, speaking his mind and leaves himself with a bunch of bottled up emotions; leaving him emotionally inhibited. He is far from a pushover though, as if he feels himself being backed into a wall and his emotions become pushed and tugged at due to the amount that he keeps bottled up his mental walls can come crumbling down causing him to snap. In such a situation of being pushed, Kira becomes much more assertive and more prone to a more confidence making an about-face to his normally shy and timid side. At that point in time, he is also more likely to stand up for himself and "fight back".

As it stands, Kira is unwavering, notably showing a steadfast type off nature. Philosophical also falls into it, although is more-so shown in the way he speaks due to his calm and laid-back tone of voice; fitting his nature well. Kira is also a pacifist, and especially after events in his childhood he believes that no matter what the situation violence is wrong. Regardless, he is prone to violent behavior on the rare occasion, and is often seen beating himself up about it whenever that happens due to his firm beliefs.

Kira has shown to be materialistic, holding high value for his personal items and gets slightly temperamental when his belongings are touched or tampered with; being afraid that they'll break. On a similar subject, another thing he has shown fear of is woman; or the opposite gender as a whole which seems to be influenced through a mixture of his own cowardly behavior, and the tough-love relationship he's put up with from his father (said father believing him to be too feminine, somewhat reminding him of Kira's mother).

Bodily Structure: Kira's is small in body structure, weighing at only around one-hundred and thirty-five pounds; a fairly average size for someone with his build. He's not all that tall for his age group either, standing at only around five feet and six inches tall; being nineteen that isn't all that tall at all; however is listed in a somewhat average. His structure appears lilith, delicate and frail could be words to describe him from someone who didn't know him better. Although Kira is frail in build, that is by sheer looks alone due to his clothing that covers up most of his muscle. A better term to describe him would simply be skinny, due to his high metabolism he has a hard time gaining a lot of fat regardless of the amount of food he eats. Calories due weigh a factor, although he's gained an unhealthy apatite for fast foods over dietary ones; a habit that his relatives have tried to break him out of regardless of his excuses.

Coloration/Hair Style: In terms of complexion, Kira's skin is on the fair and pale side of the spectrum. He has a very pale peach skin tone, and has a hard time forming a tan over a sun burn due to how pale his skin is. Although his complexion is pale, it isn't to the point that he looks ill or albino. In terms of eye color, Kira's eyes are a rich and vibrant honey golden; or a very light shade of brown. Said eye color contrasts with his dark dirty brown hair, which can easily be mistaken for black in dim lighting. His hair style is cut in a fashion where his hair is longer in the back, and shorter in the front; reaching almost to collar bone in the back and to ear's length in the front. He doesn't do a good job of keeping his hair well brushed, though even without brushing it looks very tame.

Clothing Styles: The most common thing for Kira to wear is his green outfit, which consists of a zippered green hoodie and very similar colored jeans. The hoodie he wears has yellow-tinted goggles melded into them, that look similar to safety goggles and even have working black straps to them. Although he didn't quite do it, the hoodie had been adjusted to be that way as a birthday present. When it comes to bottoms, Kira does occasionally wear other colored pants (such as blue jeans, or black pants) instead of the green ones and in the summer time he is seen more often wearing shorts due weather conditions. Underneath his sweater he wears different colors of t-shirts and long sleeves, the most common color of shirt being white to match his clothing. The sweater he wears is often left unzipped for a more casual look.

Accessories: The main accessories that Kira has on his being are his d-tector, hooked to the hem of his jeans, and a golden hair clip he keeps in his hair for some sort of 'style'. He says that the clip helps keep his bangs out of his eyes, which is believable with how long he keeps his hair. Aside from that, he sometimes wears assortments of tribal-styled necklaces which are hand crafted, everything in them being picked up from beach combing or bought from craft stores.

Born on February 24th in Yokahoma, Kira was the youngest sibling in his family only two years apart from his older brother. In terms of class, Kira started out roughly middle class although never really owned anything super fancy. Not that it entirely mattered anyways, since most of his toys would end up breaking at one point or another until he started becoming more protective of his things.

At the age of five, finance started spiraling downhill for him and his family. His parents got into arguments frequently, something that was shocking to Kira due to all of the sudden changes going on. His parents became more distant from the kids, focusing more on cash, obtaining cash and trying to buy food whilst trying almost every loophole in the book to get around becoming completely poor. Such stress that kept spiraling upwards ended up causing more and more problems, which showed when Kira decided to sneak downstairs during the night for something to drink.

He heard sounds, more arguing presumably. Probably downstairs so they wouldn't disturb the children. Kira winced, and continued to sneak by until he heard something that sounded similar to a slap. Frightened, Kira could barely see into the kitchen and what he could see was regretted since his mom had landed with a smack across her face. Not quite understanding, he jolted back upstairs and underneath his covers in a vague attempt to force himself back to sleep. He forgot about being thirsty in the process; and about a week or so later a divorce was filed and after all the lawsuits had gone through, the father was the one who ended up with the children.

As if trying to tie up loose ends, Kira ended up having to move Shibuya with his dad. His dad ended up becoming a lot stricter after the incident too, appearing (to Kira) less caring than he had been before hand. And ten years after the incident, Kira started attending high-school; preferring it to home due to the rocky tough love relationship he gained with his dad. The shyness he developed made it extremely difficult for him to make friends with the other students, only managing to find one in a transfer student who persistently bugged him to try and get him to be less antisocial. Said student managed to open him up enough to get a friendship forming, and in the end he taught Kira his computer skills as a day to day basis of interacting.

About a year passed, with having developed during the time a steady friendship with the student. There was a day though that he didn't show up at school, and it made Kira feel uncomfortable again thinking instantly that he was avoiding him. That wasn't the case, however, since when he was walking home from school he heard something faint. The first two times he ignored the sound, until it bugged him enough to go see if he was actually going crazy or not. Running down an alleyway as the noises got louder, he heard them sound more like cries than 'sounds'. Ducking behind a dumpster, he noticed by the flash of light of a car going by some thug-like people had someone bounded. That someone, looking closer, was his friend. Startled, Kira quickly took his cellphone out and as quietly as possible dialed 911 to try and get help.

As the fight went on, Kira kept the phone to his ear and gripped it tighter, silently pleading they’d show up soon. Several minutes passed and no one had arrived yet, making Kira anxious. His friend had started bleeding in some areas, and they started picking at the areas that were already bruised. Traumatized, Kira had a flashback to the incident that occurred when he was five causing him drop the phone to the ground. In a small fit of rage, panic and stress Kira ran out from behind the dumpster and shoulder-tackled one of those who were beating on his friend leaving on left as they toppled onto the ground with a thud.

Breathing heavily, Kira screamed at them to stop whatever the were doing. He ended up getting their attention, the person holding his friend dropping him and looking at him smugly. In an attempt to dodge, he only got himself grabbed; which landed with the other person nailed by a foot to the crotch. The rinse and repeat cycle struggled on for a while until sirens sounded and a few police officers stepping into the alley. Everyone in the fight froze stiff, including Kira, as the officers broke (or attempted to break) everything up.

It's years after the incident, and his friend ended up transferring schools again with a concerned family behind him. Kira was upset by it, but he didn't blame them at all. What he did blame, regardless of what he was being told, was his actions. Said actions that didn't loosen up life at home much at all, though in the long run he was given the laptop of his friend's as a parting gift. Kira really never felt he deserved it, but it was a gift so he couldn't say anything against it.

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