MPC 55X Alone with my Shadow
Oct 13, 2018 16:55:19 GMT
Post by Miyu Feng on Oct 13, 2018 16:55:19 GMT
MPC 55X Wild Card (30 Me and My Shadow)
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Her entire body felt numb, her eyes were shut and even if she try with all her might she couldn’t open them, Miyu felt like she was floating on a sea of nothingness, at first it was relaxing but it didn’t took long for her to be scared, it was a horrible sensation not knowing where she was or what was happening, the biggest fear every human has is the unknown.
“Oh my… Scared already?” The chinese girl heard a voice, it sounded familiar yet at the same time she couldn’t recognize it. “And here I was making things interesting, but if you’re not gonna fight back guess I shouldn’t bother”
Miyu tried to talk back, to ask who was this voice, ask where she was but there was no avail, her body wasn’t responding in any way that was until the voice pronounce the last sentence, at that moment she was able to move again, the first thing she did was to open her eyes and much to her surprise (and to her biggest fear) she was on a small wooden raft surrounded floating in what it seemed like an infinite sea.
No matter where she look the vast blue color of the water seemed to have no end and the only “safe” place she had right now was the small platform she was on, she thought that now being able to move she could escape whatever situation she was in but without swimming skills the chinese girl couldn’t do much and even if she wasn’t terrified of the sea there was no land near to go.
“See? I told you I was making things interesting” The voice let a soft chuckle. “All alone in the middle of the sea with no one to cry for help and the only thing preventing you from drowning is a small raft that seems safe enough but deep down you know it can break in any moment” Miyu try to locate the origin of this voice but it was a worthless effort. “Hmmm… Am I talking about this situation or your life as a whole?” Last question the voice make
“What do you mean? Who are you? Where am I?” The chinese girl bombarded the voice with questions that she was dying to get answers. “Where’s Bloom? What did you do to her?” She demanded after realizing her partner was nowhere to be found
“Oh don’t play fool, you know the answers of the very first questions… As for the little plant, who cares? Certainly you don’t” Said the voice with a mocking tone “Otherwise you would still be helping her to regain her memories instead of hiding in the human world with the excuse of wanting “a break” and “a normal life for a while”
Miyu felt a cold feeling crawling up her back with the first answer, maybe she did knew the answers but now she couldn’t found them on her head… She DOES know the voice that’s for sure, it’s so familiar that it hurts her not remembering where does she knows it.
“That confirms me two things, first we’re in the digital world and second you know nothing about me” The chinese girl proclaim proudly, the second part of the answer was enough she needed, even if this voice sounded familiar and seem to know something about her, it doesn’t know anything if it thinks she doesn’t care about Bloom.
“Aren’t you proud? You solve nothing” The voice mock her again “Where we are it’s not important and I know a lot of you, as a matter of fact I know EVERYTHING from you and you totally would leave your friend and run away from the problems even if it means to break such an important promise”
The cold feeling on her back was getting stronger the more the voice speak as if she was scared of listening to it, but why? Why was she so scared?
No… She wasn’t going to be intimidated by a simple voice, if this thing felt so brave talking in the shadows then it shall prove it by doing it face to face, Miyu demanded for this voice to show itself.
“I’ve been here the whole time…”
Miyu’s eyes widened and her whole body froze the moment she heard it so close to her, almost as if it was whispering in her ear, feeling soft hands resting on her shoulders teasing her even more
“Relax, relax I’m not going to hurt you” this mysterious person slowly turn Miyu around so they could be face to face. “Better?”
The chinese girl took a couple of steps back when she finally got out of that state of shock, getting a better view of this person, it had a well defined female figure, she was wearing a long purple dress and on top of that what it looked to be a cape ending with a hood that cover the face of this person, Miyu could see some strings of black hair falling from inside the hood, the heart of the chinese girl was racing, for some reason being in front of this figure filled her with fear…
“W-Who are y-you” She stuttered
“Told you, you already know” She sighed. “Besides what’s the point of a disguise if not creating a mystery?”
“W-what do you want…?” She feared the answer
“Now that’s a good question, I just want to talk, from there we can see where things go” The hooded woman laughed “I have so many interesting topics, we could start from “how worthless you feel” moving to “hating those around you” and my personal favorite “My word and promises means nothing”
This woman wasn’t pulling any punches all those words she spoke fly like daggers stabbing her on the heart, her blood was boiling with rage she wouldn’t just stand there and take it. “Watch it! I might look sweet and innocent but I─” The woman interrupted
“What? Are you going to tell me that you’re ready to fight back? Because I know that’s not the case, you’re a coward and like a coward you prefer to run away from your problems instead of facing them, like when you leave the club or went back to the human world… Or more importantly when you left your home” The woman make no effort to hide the devilish smile she had beneath the hood
“I DID NOT RUN AWAY!” Miyu raise her voice "I had reasons and I stand by them, you know nothing about me” Unknowingly for the chinese girl she was falling on the woman’s game
“On the contrary as I said before I know everything, that’s how I know that those aren’t reasons but excuses” She said with an annoyed tone, seems like the words of Miyu made her anger for a second “You run away from the Digital Club Field because you felt useless there, you were the weakest of all and also you aren’t that smart so you took the easy way out and left… Same happen with the digital world, after having two near death experience and seeing how many times Bloom risked her life for you and you did nothing for her you decided to run away and leave that “adventurer” life” Even if the hood was covering her eyes Miyu could feel the stare of the woman almost like if she was staring directly at her soul. “And last but not least, you ran away from your old life, you couldn’t live under your brother’s shadow anymore, you couldn’t live under the same roof as your father knowing that he was right all along, that by yourself you’re a useless, so you get this excuse of proving him wrong and ran away to a far away land where none of the people you know will found you...”
Miyu was silent all the time she couldn’t fight back… She wanted to scream and deny it but she couldn’t… All of it was true… This woman whoever she is has read Miyu like an open book seeing past her attitude looking through the deepest part of her soul and has taken all what she saw to the light and there was nothing the chinese girl could do about it…
“That’s not tr─” She couldn’t even finish the sentence that the woman interrupt her again
“Oh please don’t get me that “it’s not true” treatment” The woman was furious “You know it’s true, you rather run away than face your problems even in your daily life you prefer to hide everything behind a happy go lucky attitude than face your problems, but here’s the thing you CAN’T hide anything from me, you know why? Well actually you do know, right?"
Miyu was even more scare now, she wasn’t able to fight back, she could do nothing everything this woman was saying was true and face against this last question that she knew the answer… Everything started to make sense even the familiar voice… She was in front of the biggest enemy… Herself…
“I am your true self, the madness born from failure after failure, the part of you that hates everyone achieving happiness where you stand alone under their shadows, there is no one here for you except me…” The woman took the hood down and it was indeed herself who was under the hood.
Miyu had no words… She try to deny it, she try to fight but everything was to no avail, her body went numb again and she fall to her knees, tears streaming down her cheeks, slowly but surely all the words spoken had broke her, the chinese girl could only watch her shadow moving closer to her.
“Are you still not going to fight back?” The woman look at her from above with disdain
“W-What about my friends? Carlos, Talia, Katherine and Haru… If I have them I am not worthless… Otherwise they wouldn’t be my friends...” Miyu was looking for excuses to deny everything spoken today.
“Oh dear… Do you really think they’re our friends?” The shadow sighed “We haven’t talk that much to them and besides some accidental meetings or planed ones we have not do anything with them, the way I see it is that nothing happens unless we put the “friendship” in motion, a one sided friendship doesn’t work”
“B-But what about Basile? He’s my boyfriend, to him I am not pathetic… He has made me feel special in a lot of ways… Those feelings are true!” Miyu was crying holding to everything she could to prove the shadow false.
“You’re right about something, your feelings are true, but you know I’m wondering… How much it’s going to take for us to ruin it and run away like we always do?”
Miyu lowered her head… That’s it…. There wasn’t anything else she could say or do… The shadow was right she was worthless, pathetic and couldn’t do anything by herself, this was a battle she lost from the very start, she felt the hand of the shadow on her chin helping her look up and straight into her eyes.
“You know this is not how it should end… You have to stop running away and face your fears… That’s all I want and that’s all this was for” Said softly awaiting the answer of the chinese girl
“I know… But… I can’t… I can’t do anything by myself… I always needed my brother… I’m always depending on someone else otherwise I can’t do anything alone….”
“Then we should end this now… I’ll give you another weight to carry on your back because Bloom is going to suffer a lot thanks to your weakness and you know it” the shadow self said sighing.
Without losing any second the shadow pushed Miyu off the raft and she started sinking, the chinese girl desperately tried to swim, flailing as much as she could but it was a worthless effort, she sink to the bottom and slowly start losing her conscience just to wake up on her bed a couple of seconds later, she was sweating and shaking wondering if all that was true or just a dream...
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Her entire body felt numb, her eyes were shut and even if she try with all her might she couldn’t open them, Miyu felt like she was floating on a sea of nothingness, at first it was relaxing but it didn’t took long for her to be scared, it was a horrible sensation not knowing where she was or what was happening, the biggest fear every human has is the unknown.
“Oh my… Scared already?” The chinese girl heard a voice, it sounded familiar yet at the same time she couldn’t recognize it. “And here I was making things interesting, but if you’re not gonna fight back guess I shouldn’t bother”
Miyu tried to talk back, to ask who was this voice, ask where she was but there was no avail, her body wasn’t responding in any way that was until the voice pronounce the last sentence, at that moment she was able to move again, the first thing she did was to open her eyes and much to her surprise (and to her biggest fear) she was on a small wooden raft surrounded floating in what it seemed like an infinite sea.
No matter where she look the vast blue color of the water seemed to have no end and the only “safe” place she had right now was the small platform she was on, she thought that now being able to move she could escape whatever situation she was in but without swimming skills the chinese girl couldn’t do much and even if she wasn’t terrified of the sea there was no land near to go.
“See? I told you I was making things interesting” The voice let a soft chuckle. “All alone in the middle of the sea with no one to cry for help and the only thing preventing you from drowning is a small raft that seems safe enough but deep down you know it can break in any moment” Miyu try to locate the origin of this voice but it was a worthless effort. “Hmmm… Am I talking about this situation or your life as a whole?” Last question the voice make
“What do you mean? Who are you? Where am I?” The chinese girl bombarded the voice with questions that she was dying to get answers. “Where’s Bloom? What did you do to her?” She demanded after realizing her partner was nowhere to be found
“Oh don’t play fool, you know the answers of the very first questions… As for the little plant, who cares? Certainly you don’t” Said the voice with a mocking tone “Otherwise you would still be helping her to regain her memories instead of hiding in the human world with the excuse of wanting “a break” and “a normal life for a while”
Miyu felt a cold feeling crawling up her back with the first answer, maybe she did knew the answers but now she couldn’t found them on her head… She DOES know the voice that’s for sure, it’s so familiar that it hurts her not remembering where does she knows it.
“That confirms me two things, first we’re in the digital world and second you know nothing about me” The chinese girl proclaim proudly, the second part of the answer was enough she needed, even if this voice sounded familiar and seem to know something about her, it doesn’t know anything if it thinks she doesn’t care about Bloom.
“Aren’t you proud? You solve nothing” The voice mock her again “Where we are it’s not important and I know a lot of you, as a matter of fact I know EVERYTHING from you and you totally would leave your friend and run away from the problems even if it means to break such an important promise”
The cold feeling on her back was getting stronger the more the voice speak as if she was scared of listening to it, but why? Why was she so scared?
No… She wasn’t going to be intimidated by a simple voice, if this thing felt so brave talking in the shadows then it shall prove it by doing it face to face, Miyu demanded for this voice to show itself.
“I’ve been here the whole time…”
Miyu’s eyes widened and her whole body froze the moment she heard it so close to her, almost as if it was whispering in her ear, feeling soft hands resting on her shoulders teasing her even more
“Relax, relax I’m not going to hurt you” this mysterious person slowly turn Miyu around so they could be face to face. “Better?”
The chinese girl took a couple of steps back when she finally got out of that state of shock, getting a better view of this person, it had a well defined female figure, she was wearing a long purple dress and on top of that what it looked to be a cape ending with a hood that cover the face of this person, Miyu could see some strings of black hair falling from inside the hood, the heart of the chinese girl was racing, for some reason being in front of this figure filled her with fear…
“W-Who are y-you” She stuttered
“Told you, you already know” She sighed. “Besides what’s the point of a disguise if not creating a mystery?”
“W-what do you want…?” She feared the answer
“Now that’s a good question, I just want to talk, from there we can see where things go” The hooded woman laughed “I have so many interesting topics, we could start from “how worthless you feel” moving to “hating those around you” and my personal favorite “My word and promises means nothing”
This woman wasn’t pulling any punches all those words she spoke fly like daggers stabbing her on the heart, her blood was boiling with rage she wouldn’t just stand there and take it. “Watch it! I might look sweet and innocent but I─” The woman interrupted
“What? Are you going to tell me that you’re ready to fight back? Because I know that’s not the case, you’re a coward and like a coward you prefer to run away from your problems instead of facing them, like when you leave the club or went back to the human world… Or more importantly when you left your home” The woman make no effort to hide the devilish smile she had beneath the hood
“I DID NOT RUN AWAY!” Miyu raise her voice "I had reasons and I stand by them, you know nothing about me” Unknowingly for the chinese girl she was falling on the woman’s game
“On the contrary as I said before I know everything, that’s how I know that those aren’t reasons but excuses” She said with an annoyed tone, seems like the words of Miyu made her anger for a second “You run away from the Digital Club Field because you felt useless there, you were the weakest of all and also you aren’t that smart so you took the easy way out and left… Same happen with the digital world, after having two near death experience and seeing how many times Bloom risked her life for you and you did nothing for her you decided to run away and leave that “adventurer” life” Even if the hood was covering her eyes Miyu could feel the stare of the woman almost like if she was staring directly at her soul. “And last but not least, you ran away from your old life, you couldn’t live under your brother’s shadow anymore, you couldn’t live under the same roof as your father knowing that he was right all along, that by yourself you’re a useless, so you get this excuse of proving him wrong and ran away to a far away land where none of the people you know will found you...”
Miyu was silent all the time she couldn’t fight back… She wanted to scream and deny it but she couldn’t… All of it was true… This woman whoever she is has read Miyu like an open book seeing past her attitude looking through the deepest part of her soul and has taken all what she saw to the light and there was nothing the chinese girl could do about it…
“That’s not tr─” She couldn’t even finish the sentence that the woman interrupt her again
“Oh please don’t get me that “it’s not true” treatment” The woman was furious “You know it’s true, you rather run away than face your problems even in your daily life you prefer to hide everything behind a happy go lucky attitude than face your problems, but here’s the thing you CAN’T hide anything from me, you know why? Well actually you do know, right?"
Miyu was even more scare now, she wasn’t able to fight back, she could do nothing everything this woman was saying was true and face against this last question that she knew the answer… Everything started to make sense even the familiar voice… She was in front of the biggest enemy… Herself…
“I am your true self, the madness born from failure after failure, the part of you that hates everyone achieving happiness where you stand alone under their shadows, there is no one here for you except me…” The woman took the hood down and it was indeed herself who was under the hood.
Miyu had no words… She try to deny it, she try to fight but everything was to no avail, her body went numb again and she fall to her knees, tears streaming down her cheeks, slowly but surely all the words spoken had broke her, the chinese girl could only watch her shadow moving closer to her.
“Are you still not going to fight back?” The woman look at her from above with disdain
“W-What about my friends? Carlos, Talia, Katherine and Haru… If I have them I am not worthless… Otherwise they wouldn’t be my friends...” Miyu was looking for excuses to deny everything spoken today.
“Oh dear… Do you really think they’re our friends?” The shadow sighed “We haven’t talk that much to them and besides some accidental meetings or planed ones we have not do anything with them, the way I see it is that nothing happens unless we put the “friendship” in motion, a one sided friendship doesn’t work”
“B-But what about Basile? He’s my boyfriend, to him I am not pathetic… He has made me feel special in a lot of ways… Those feelings are true!” Miyu was crying holding to everything she could to prove the shadow false.
“You’re right about something, your feelings are true, but you know I’m wondering… How much it’s going to take for us to ruin it and run away like we always do?”
Miyu lowered her head… That’s it…. There wasn’t anything else she could say or do… The shadow was right she was worthless, pathetic and couldn’t do anything by herself, this was a battle she lost from the very start, she felt the hand of the shadow on her chin helping her look up and straight into her eyes.
“You know this is not how it should end… You have to stop running away and face your fears… That’s all I want and that’s all this was for” Said softly awaiting the answer of the chinese girl
“I know… But… I can’t… I can’t do anything by myself… I always needed my brother… I’m always depending on someone else otherwise I can’t do anything alone….”
“Then we should end this now… I’ll give you another weight to carry on your back because Bloom is going to suffer a lot thanks to your weakness and you know it” the shadow self said sighing.
Without losing any second the shadow pushed Miyu off the raft and she started sinking, the chinese girl desperately tried to swim, flailing as much as she could but it was a worthless effort, she sink to the bottom and slowly start losing her conscience just to wake up on her bed a couple of seconds later, she was sweating and shaking wondering if all that was true or just a dream...
